Go where the water is deep, where the water is still, where the water is dark.
Go where the air is cold, where the air stings your toes, where the air is solid and frozen.
Sit on the edge and hold the stones in your hands and feel the weight, so heavy and solid.
Throw the stone and see it sink.
Into the unknowing.
Stop running. Feel your own weight. Sink into the dark, feel the fear and go there.
Only in the deep dark can you see these stars, this moon, the reflection of brilliant light.
Off this still water.